Adriis Blogs

ON THAT DRAKE iiSH!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-06T17:30:00.000-07:00

omg ii havent been myself lately....
and ii really dnt understand why....
ii should be happy...
iim goiin to college...
ii have ah loviing boyfren who iis
wiilliin to move to canada to keep us goiing....

ii have ah new musiic love hiisz name iisz drake
and ii have liike every song by hiim
dah thiing ii hate iisz now everyone wanna liisten to
dah best ii eveah had liike

come on dat song iis soo old to me....iim on to diifferent songs
doiing biigger and bettah thiings

iim just tiired of hearing every where ii go

BABY YOU MY EVERYTHIING YOU ALL II EVER WANTED
WE CAN DO IIT REAL BIIG BIIGGER THEN YOU YOU BE
UP ON EVERYTHING OTHER HOES AIINT NEVER ON IIT
II WANT THIIS FOREVER II SWEAR II CAN SPEND WHATEVER ON
IIT.................

LOVE DAH SONG HATE DAH PPL DNT THEY NOE DATSZ MY BABY!!!
GRR!!!!

blog because iim told to....

2009-03-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

College college college....iim ready or thiisz process to be over wiith but the lord noesz itsz jusz startiin up...
had a long long talk with ms akiinsz and ii feel more lost and helplessz than ii wasz before.....

ii have a gud GPA..
ii have a gud everythiin
iim on everythiin ....

but my faiith iisz iin thiisz pplsz handsz...
siigh....iim tiired of thiisz processz ..ii jusz want emerson and iill be happy
thatsz the only skool ii want...

Dear Ronny

2009-01-28T10:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Ronny...
ii Had A Dream About
You Last Niite And ii
Cant Get iiT Outta My Miind
Buttah iis Bac and...
EveryTiime ii See Her Face
ii See You And iiT Hurtsz....
ii Cant Beliieve iiTs Been
3 Weeksz Siince ii Seen Ya
Face....
Heard Ya Voiice
Seen Ya Smiile....
DAMN!!! ii Miiss
iiT ii Miis You...
ii Cant Waiit For The Day
Where We Can Meet Agaiin
Always Loviin You...
-ADRIIAN!!!
R.II.P
RONALDO "RONNY" CRUZ
sunriise 4.3.88 sunset 1.7.09

I Feel You

2009-01-23T14:28:00.000-08:00

Something stirs me
I feel you from far away,
You are thinking of me
Breathing in time with my heart beat,
I feel you.
Goosebumps are kissing my skin,
A tingle travels up and down my spine,
Its like your hot breath has reached my skin
And is breathing its desire all over me,
I feel you….
My eyes close over as if being told to do so,
And I feel your eyes soften and close,
As if we are tuned into each others movements,
Feeling each other from afar.
I long for you, and you ache for me,
I thirst, you drink,
I stop, you sense it and stand still.
I smile, you hold a moment for me,
You feel me,
And I….
Feel you.

Him...

2009-01-23T14:06:00.000-08:00

Describe him someone said
And so I began……
He floods my heart with love,
He touches me
In a way I have never experienced before.
He stirs me and moves me,
He fills my eyes with tears,
My heart with longing,
My soul with yearning.
He kisses me and I am swept away,
I respond to his touch,
Like the sand to the sea.
I dissolve into him……
I crave his touch
Long for his next breath on my skin,
Thirst for him like a desert
Hungering for a rain.
I am compelled only to touch him,
To want him, to love him.
He is my dream in the dark vast of night,
He is the glow on my skin,
The smile on my face,
The sparkle in my eye,
The Love of my life…
I love him.
-adriian

Sweet Depths Of Love

2009-01-23T14:02:00.000-08:00

Like warm waves on a naked body
You touch me in ways I cannot describe,
I am overwhelmed, as my heart speaks louder than my mind
This is where we belong, together, you me and our kisses

Like the taste of a peach on your tongue,
That dissolves with juices flowing
You delight in the sweet wine of me, and drink
With the thirst of a thousand deserts.

I love you more with every breath I take
Every murmer and moan of intense pleasure,
I adore you like a million stars adore the night sky
As you lavish love upon me like chocolate sauce on ice cream.

Draping yourself over me as I melt at the magical touch that is you.
Time bears no meaning when I am enveloped in the warmth of you.
And you, you look deep into my eyes and speak the words I am sure,
A thousand hearts and ears would yearn and ache to hear,
“You love me.”

You Are...

2009-01-23T13:49:00.000-08:00

You are..
My stars my moon
My day my night
My heaven my earth
My love my life.

My mind my soul
My flame my fire
My thoughts my dreams
My hearts desire

My spirit my song
My rhyme my verse
My dusk my dawn
My universe

My north my south
My shore my sea
My ocean of love
My destiny.

My summer my spring
My warmth my sun
My everything
My only one…I love you.
-adriian

DRAMA

2009-01-23T13:13:00.000-08:00

ii hate cryiin cause headaches come riight after them...
or maybe iits thiis headband but iim pretty sure iits the
cryiin
ii cant waiit to leave thiis house and neva comebac tiill ready
me always haviin to be riigh ant hiis always haviin to be riight dnt
clash...my siister iis oo lucky
she moved to vermount and she aiint commiin bac untiill next yr oo soo luck iis she....ii hate how lucky she iis..and ii was
happy today
why he had to take out
hiis angry on my brother and
put iit on me
not riite not riite tatall...
hate my father wiit all my heart and soul

Your Liike A Ghost

2009-01-23T13:12:00.000-08:00

Your like a ghost that haunts
Every corner of my soul
Your with me all the time
Even though i am alone

There are moments i set aside
For silent thoughts of you
Quiet, private, episodes
To reflect on something new

Your like a ghost you see
For in body you are not here
And i just want you more
With every passing year...

I cannot escape from you
You are haunting my dreams
I cant push you from my heart
For i do not have the means

Your like a ghost you see
Wandering around my soul
An ache that im carrying
The hole in my soul...

Lingering like a flame
That simply will not die
And i cannot be rid of you
No matter how i try

You are the ghost in me.............
-adrian

Acceptance..

2009-01-23T13:01:00.001-08:00

It has been so hard to know
That i just have to let you go,
Despite my tears and breaking heart
And the emptiness at being apart.
To delete your number from my phone
And accept that i am now alone.
My mind is telling me to forget
My heart somehow sobs with regret.
Half because i met you and let it begin,
Half because of this mess i now find myself in.
Sitting crying like a child that has fallen off a swing,
Feeling just so helpless about everything.
Acceptance is hard, and dont we all know,
Its always the one we love, we have to let go.
So i sit and reflect in my silence and tears
Holding your memory for all of my years.
Knowing i loved you with all of my heart
Yet aching for you, now that we are apart.
I feel somehow numb, like there has been a death,
And because i love you still, dont want to forget.
Forget how you kissed me and held me so tight,
Looked into my eyes that very first night.
So i sit here wondering where you are,
Making a wish on a shooting star,
That this acceptance will fade to grey
And you will again love me some day.
See that without me your heart is torn
And come to me at the break of a dawn,
Telling me how you just cannot be..
Anywhere in the world except beside me.
But with a sinking heart i know it for sure
Your not coming back anymore.......
-Adrian

Somewhere in time

2009-01-21T18:47:00.001-08:00

Somewhere in time I loved you
More than I have ever loved before
And I hold that deep inside me
For no one could love you more.

Your handsome looks that melted me
Turning my whole body weak,
Your kiss that left me breathless
And at times unable to speak.

Your eyes that held me hypnotised
Your hands so manly and strong,
In an instant I fell in love with you,
Whether it was right or it was wrong.

And now somewhere in time you wander
Around and over this big wide world,
Not knowing how much you are wanted
By this sentimental girl...

Maybe the hands of fate will help out
And the winds of time will bring you back,
Sweeping your soul towards me again
Removing my ache and my lack.

Somewhere in time, when a moon glows
And a blanket of stars cover the sky
You will take a moment to think of me,
To stop still, and ask yourself why.

Why you wandered away from my heart
And turned your own heart to stone,
Leaving me somewhere in time
Loving you all alone......

Breaking Into Pieces

2009-01-21T18:25:00.000-08:00

Falling apart
Broken in two...
Or maybe a million,
Because of you

Torn apart
Tears falling like rain
Hurting so much
Never again!

I gave you my love
I gave you my heart,
And what did you do?
You tore it apart.

Saying your sorry
You walked away,
Leaving me crying
And hurting this way.

And now there is silence
No more you....
And my heart breaks
At my loss of you.

I have fallen apart
My heart in tatters
Broken into pieces
Not that it matters.

You withdrew away
You left me to cry
And I will never know
The reason why.

I loved you so much
You will never know,
How I broke into pieces
And watched you go…

Notice Me...

2009-01-21T18:23:00.000-08:00

Here I stand
Waiting patiently for you to come hold my hand
Trying to make you understand
No need to make a demand
For I am here...your wish is my command
Notice Me...
My heart aching from all this pain
Yet my Love for you will sustain
With time I know our Love can attain
With our trust and strength we can obtain
I promise to keep our house, our children well maintain
No matter what happens in our lives...I will do my best to have our family retain
Just believe in me, in us...I have nothing to lose but gain.
-adrii2crazii

He....

2009-01-21T18:09:00.000-08:00

He is the one...
For he was born for me,
To love me
And all i feel is
him,
Beneath my layers
Deep in my heart
Within my soul
Its him.
I was born to love him
Through decades
Centuries
Lifetimes
Its him...
And if i ever lose him...
I will find him again,
Somwhere through time
Within worlds of stars
Planets
Moons.
Oceans of time.
For its him.
He...
is the sun to my soul.

TOUCH ME AGAIIN.....

2009-01-21T18:05:00.000-08:00

Like the sand that is kissed by the ocean
Grain and grain of my soul did surrender,
I dissolved and melted into your hands
Feeling surges and waves of pleasure.

I felt dizzy and a weakness descended
And I prayed that this wasn’t a dream,
With your kiss so soft and tender
All of my life where had you been?

I looked up at you and you smiled
And I had to catch my breath,
That moment was truly beautiful
Too beautiful to ever forget.

I was trembling inside and out
As your eyes saw into my soul,
Tears welled up in my eyes
This was beyond my hearts control.

Goosebumps ran and lay down
Their dance of desire upon my skin,
And I surrendered my all to you
Overwhelmed by these feelings within.

I became so swept away by you
I knew I would never be the same,
For you made all time stand still
Please come back and touch me again…
- Adrii2Crazii

My First True Love

2009-01-21T17:51:00.000-08:00

My first true love meant a lot to me,
But now I cry at every memory.
That we shared such a short time ago.
Why is it hurting so bad to let you go?
My first true love taught me a lot of things,
But now it's time for us to spread our wings,
As we say goodbye,
To the love we had,
But doing that makes me sad.
My first true love,
Really stole my heart.
Please tell me, why did you rip it all apart?
It will be awhile,
Before I let someone in.
And now, I don't trust anyone,
Not even as a friend.
My first true love,
Really swept me off my feet.
Yes, it was that kind of love,
One that no other man could complete.
I know that eventually,
I will move on.
But the memories are there,
They will never be gone.
My first true love,
Was a precious thing.
Talking all night about the love we would share,
Not only as a couple,
But also as a pair.
We talked about being together,
For the rest of our lives,
Not as boyfriend and girl friend,
But as husband and wife.
Your first true love,
Is usually the one that hurts so badly,
Especially when you think about,
All the good times we had.
The laughing, the crying,
And staying up all night.
Always wanting to see each other,
Making up after every fight.
My first true love,
Really broke my heart,
And now it's too painful,
For us to be apart.
I will always love you,
But I have to realize,
My first true love,
Was just a regular guy.
-adrii2crazii

Neva Hang Up...

2009-01-21T15:24:00.000-08:00

Dear Bloggersz ii wanna sare thiis wiit you...
My boyfren wrote thiis poem for me....
smh...hes sweet...

Damn I love when the sun goes down and the moon comes up because thats when we can take on the phone we could just be laying down on the phone not saying anything and we never want to hang up I love the way u call me baby over the phone it show me how much u care because when u put on your sexy voice your baby never want to hang up so lets talk till morning time and I just let u talk because that all I need to be happy just me and u on the phone we both never want to hang up it make me feel like I might lose u .

*Yung Heartless

R.II.P RONALDO "RONNY" CRUZ

2009-01-12T15:54:00.000-08:00

R.II.P
Ronaldo "Ronny" Cruz
sunriise 4.3.88 sunset 1.7.09
smh liife iis too short
Tiired Of Cryiin....
Ya Gurl iis Bac...
Bac On That...
Grown And Sexii
iif only he can see how iive grown...
he would have been soo proud to see
how iimma women now....
and now butta carry hiis seed
ii bet thats makiin hiim soo plzed
cause ii member how he always saiid
the day butta agreed to have hiis baby
iis the day hell drop dead....
So sad that iit had to be liiterally..
iimma miiss how u use to beat up the boys
that use to piic on me...
ya laugh iimprinted iinsiide my head
neva heariin iit agaiin iis the part ii dreed...
oo lawd what are we gunna do wiitout u..
all ii can do iis thank god for the tiime
ii had wiit you
iily
adriiana!!!

Fall

2009-01-07T16:49:00.000-08:00

Everyday ii get up
hes on my miind
ii cant get enough
and ii dnt noe why
but iits more than a crush
ii cant beliieve iits getiin deeper
all the tiime ii wanna see her

but iit wasnt suppose to go thiis way
he was suppose to be another game to play
and ii cant fiigure iit out
ii dnt noe how he
diid iit but
he made me fall

ii neva thought iit can happen to me but
iim fiindiin myself on the ground
and ii just dnt noe how ii got here
all ii noe iis that iim down and out

but iit wasnt pose to go thiis way
he was pose to be another game to play
and ii cant fiigure iit out
ii dnt noe how he diid iit
but he made me fall

have you ever meet someone
that u thought was for the moment
than they came and stole ya heart
before u knew iit iit was stolen
and than iit took you by surprise
cause u neva say iit comiin
and now ii cant deny that
BABY YOU GOT ME FALLiiN!!!

Stress

2009-01-05T20:25:00.000-08:00

My world jus spiins than stops
ii fall...
ii try to get up but ii cant
my body doesnt move...
ii move my mouth to make a sound
nothiin comes out...

My Miind iis all ova the place but ii noe
where ii wanna bee...and thats riight there
next to you so iits your choiice...are you down or not...
cause iim soo iinto iit...
iif only ii can tell you thiis
i noe ii cant but why cant ii
ii can say iit all ii want iin thiis blog
but when iit come to hiim
iits liike th poem above
nuttiin comes out

Feeliins

2009-01-05T16:38:00.000-08:00

iits 09 and already
iim filled wiith soo many feeliing
ii mean ii new iit wasnt true
ii told myself that from the jump...
so why am ii stiil goiin crazy for hiim
iis iit because he always say the riight
thiing or iis iit because he calls me hiis
number one gurl...does that mean he have number
2 number 3...ii mean...what does he mean...
how diid thiis turn into thiis...how diid thiis
one guy turn iinto the one guy ii want to be wiit
the one guy ii wanted to stay away from how diid he...
how diid we end up here...smh
lol...how he got me sayiin that...
but ii noe iits not gunna happen
ii jus cant help these feeliins

DEPRESSED=[

2008-12-16T13:53:00.000-08:00

Sometiime ii feel liike my words..
Are affectiing people iin a away that ii dont mean to happen...
what ii miight thiink iis a siimple joke someone miight be offended by iit...
iim startiing to get feed up wiith myself...ii wiish ii diidnt say the thiings ii diid...maybe iim too stressed and iim beiing too hard on myself...iim truly ova all thiis college stuff...ii feel liike iim not gunna get iinto no skool...iima do soo bad..iidk what to do wiit my self..iim too depresssed

SAME SEX MARRIAGES

2008-12-11T10:53:00.000-08:00

grr... ii have to do thiis blog because ms dj told me to...so here ii go
same sex marriiages iis my topiic and.... really iim iinto iit my father he dosent like iit to much
but thiis iis my topiic and iim stiickiin wiit it...
Thiis topiic has touched me iin a away...thiis is crazy how they dont care about these people
they discriminate against them because they like the same sex
they cant help who they love i believe thats how they were born and god made them that way
and iif he blesses them iin a away than hes fiine wiit them

GREAT DAY

2008-11-26T18:25:00.000-08:00

LMAO...ADRII IS IN LOVE....
LMAO...NA BUT IM...IDK....
WHATS UP MY BLOGGERS...
I HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY..
HUNG OUT WIT A FREN...
A VERY SEXY FREN
I FELT KINDA BAD THO....
I GOT REASON...
THIS IS MY LAST
BLOG THAT I HAVE TO DO TO
PASS....AND I REALLY DNT NOE WHAT TO
TALK ABOUT...RITE NOW IM ON THE FONE
WITH MY SON SON RADDY WADDY...
HES COOL PPL
BUT NOT FOR DATING
HE TRYIN...AND I DENIED...
LMAO...
HES GETTIN MAD SO
IMMA GO BAC TO TALKIN TO HIM

MYSPACE

2008-11-25T13:40:00.000-08:00

I WANTED TO SHARE MY NEW MYSPACE PIC
WITH ALL OF YOU PPL....I WENT PHOTOSHOP CRAZII
I JUS GOTTA HANG OFF IT....
SO TODAY AFTER SKOOL....ME AND TEE TEE
WENT TO GO SEE MY BABY FATHER[[INSIDER]]...JK MY
BESTEST BUD CHRIS...AKA...BOX OF JUICE....ME AND JUICE...
GO ALL THE WAY BAC... BAC TO 7TH GRADE....WE WERE SUPPOSE TO DATE...
BUT INSTEAD HE DATED SOMEONE ELSE....I STOPPED TALKIN TO HIM...DEN SOME
HOW WE STARTED TALKIN AGAIN...BBUT JUS AS FRIENDS THAN...A LIL MORE THAN FRIENDS
THAN HE PLAYED ME AGAIN.....I STOPPED TALKIN TO HIM SO A LONG TIME....AND THEN HE
HIT ME UP...AND...IDK HERE WE ARE TODAY...JUS FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE...CAUSE WE
LIKE HOW IT IS...US AS FRIENDS....LOL...LOVE THAT BOY..
HE BUYS ME FOOD...LOL EVERYTIME I SEE HIM..

Teddy Bear Story

2008-11-25T13:21:00.000-08:00

this is this boy...
who i have been dating off and on...
since i was in 7th grade....
the thing about this boy is...
i love him point blank...
ive been there for him...
from the rich to poor...
bac to rich...
from when he use to walk to skool....
to know he drive from place to place...
i been there....with him.....
he says he loves me....but i dnt believe him
cause it seem like...he neva trust me...
but it seem like hes the one dat alway have something to hide...
he wants to break up ova the littlest shit....
like if i told him to shut up...or some shit like dat...
i know hes no gud for me but...i cant help myself but to...
keep goin bac...he always thinks im cheatin...
always i mean come one....u my only dude
why pressure me soo much...
u gunna make me cheat...
but this time im dun

YR Book Pics!!!

2008-11-23T15:15:00.000-08:00

AHHHHH....
i neva seen such ugly pics before in my life....
actually i have....but ahh i only like one....
and it sucs cause the one i like....my fam dnt....
my bestfren peach...aka my wife....does and i think thats
all that mattas...
my wife loves me...lol
yo jus now my fone wasnt workin
i was gunna cry
cant live without my fone..
o lawd...
cant wait for thanksgivin
already savin room...
ahhh i hate skool but i gotta go

Whats On My Mind

2008-11-10T16:43:00.000-08:00

Omg...Love Is A Crazy Thing.....
i cant believe that happened to me...
he was my everything...
i thought this time we was gunna work..
but i guess the joke was one me...
but im not the one to cry about a boy...
im jus gunna dust the dirt off my shoudler....and keep it
pushing imma pretty gurl...i can have anyboy i want....sike!!!...
i can have a boy...not anyboy...but i can have somebody...
hes jus not the sombody
imma be ok...jus like chrislette said...."Imma be okay.....Imma be okay....ill survive ill be dine i wont cry...noway"....
but i..never mind....im good with who i got...

still going on....

2008-11-06T16:20:00.000-08:00

Me And Jannas Song

Still Going On

Chorus

When everyone said we wouldnt last
because of our past
We proved them all wrong
because were still going on strong
You will always have my heart
They can never tear us apart
Where still going on...Going on strong

All I Have Is A Chorus..
I Need More...Anyone Wanna Help Me...
Cause I Could Use Some Help

ooo brother

2008-11-05T15:00:00.000-08:00

one brother for sale...
one fat and annoyin...
stinky and smelly...
brother for sale...
he doesnt do dishes or
take out trash...
im pretty sure after he uses the
bathroom he doesnt wipe his ***....tee hee

he wines and crys.....
and he doesnt stop....
if he doesnt get his way...
the whole world must stop....

one fat and annoyin....
stinky and smelly...
brother for sale....

Coach!

2008-10-21T15:49:00.000-07:00

My birthday is in the next week
the 29th
and im soo happy
but this blog isnt about my birthday
its about the ppl who are going
if u are goin to my birthday party
i want all u ladies to wear coach cause
i want all my frends to wear coach wit me
cause we gunna take pics and what not...
and were gunna look fly
no matter who is watchin us
i dnt want ppl to make a big deal about whos goin
i now who i want there
if i wanted u there i would have asked u....or i wouldbe
callin u this saturday...
if u didnt get invited
then im sorry

15 MORE DAYS TO MY BDAY

2008-10-14T09:44:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! IM SO HAPPY
I AM GOING TO BE 17 IN THE NEXT 15 DAYS
MY BDAY IS OCTOBER 29TH
FOR MY BDAY ABOUT LIKE 10 PPL IS COMMING TO MY PARTY
ITS NOT A REAL PARTY I WANT ME AND MY FRIENDS TO GO TO
BENIHANAS WHICH IS A JAPANESE RESTURANT
...YOU KNOW THE RESTURANTS THAT YOU WATCH
THE GUYS COOK INFRONT OF YOU YUP.....MY COUSIN TOOK ME THERE ONCE AND
I LOVED IT THE ONLY BAD PART IS WHEN U LEAVE THERE
U SMELL LIKE THERE FOOD....BUT THE FOOD IS GUD...REALLY GUD...AND AFTER I WANT US TO GO TO THE
MOVIES I DNT DO SCARY MOVIES AND THE PPL THAT KNOW ME NOE I DNT
HATE THEM...
OOOO THE THING I HATE.....WHY THE HELL ARE THEY DOING DRESS UP
FOR HALLOWEEN ON MY BDAY...NO NO NO I DNT WANT MY FRIENDS IN MY BDAY PICS DRESSED UP LIKE...
ONLY THAT LAWD KNOWS .......I JUS WANNA SEE MY BEST FREN I HAVENT SEEN HER IN A WHILE AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HER
OOOOMMMMGGGG THIS WOULD BE MY FIRST BIRTHDAY WITH OUT MY BEST FREN KEISH....SHE MOVED TO NC AND I MISS HER SO MUCH....IM INVITING HER EX BOYFREN CAUSE HE REMINDS ME OF HER.....

POSSES

2008-10-10T18:15:00.000-07:00

I would like to take this time to thank

god soo much for helping me get welcome

back to posses yes everyone i have been

asked to come back for a second interview

MY LAST BLOG

2008-10-09T19:20:00.000-07:00

My last blog....and im glad i dnt have to print these out cause i ran outta of printer paper so i am going to have to email ms DJ my 10 page paper o lawd im dun everythin im goin to wash the dishes...drug my self lol....not od and than go to sleep cause i cant take this feelin i hate being sic im to pretty to be sic but i am and im slavin

over the computer like a lost puppy im the worst

but im happy at least one person cared about me...

my juice jus txted me love juice hes the best

SICK

2008-10-09T18:53:00.000-07:00

lord....im not down and its 10 o clock....i cant believe all i have done is my pitch.....
i have a major headache and my chest feels like its closing in....ooo boy i hate being sick...
i wanna give up but im not.....i gotta keep doing these blogs and this project.....i might jus email ms DJ the 10 page paper cause im no where near done...and i go home early so ill be able to do it....i feel like imma faint in here is sooo soo soo soo hot...i hate my boyfren rite now..but hey he is who he is and i cant help but like him.... im his adrii...i guess i hate skool...life...i wanna move to alaska...lol

MY PITCH....

2008-10-09T18:21:00.000-07:00

Do you remember the songs that use to make you rockaway, the songs that hold the sweet and sour family memories? Well stop remembering and listen to this powerful mixed CD Oldies but Goodies. This CD has it all the sweet soul full sounds of Sanchez, the powerful liberal sounds of Bob Marley, don’t forget the sweet romantic sounds of Beres Hammond and many many many more.

problems

2008-10-09T18:01:00.000-07:00

IM SO SO SO TIRED AND I GOT 3 MORE BLOGS TO GO.....

and i have 2 more paragrahs with my other thing....

and 1 one more paragrah with my pitch

and i have 9 pages of my 10 page paper....

what am i goin to do

idk but i dont think i can do it all

imma fail this markin period

o lord i aint goin no where for my bday...

o yeah and i got somethin to do for ms b too

ooo lord

imma fail

BLAH!!!

2008-10-09T14:50:00.000-07:00

Im feelin lost and out of it....

a feelin i never felt before....

it comes with a pain a pain that i would give anything

for it to go away.....

i believe its you...

your that one that can stop the pain

so come bac into my arms....

cause its where u belong...

my baby....

when ya not near i feel the pain

THIS POEM SUCS....IM FEELIN SIC

VERY SIC...

I DONT NOE WHAT TO DO WITH MY SELF

FAVORITE SONG

2008-10-09T14:16:00.001-07:00

FOR A BLOG I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE COOL IF I PUT MY FAVORITE SONG ON HERE!!!!

"Official Girl"[Intro]

Danja and the Clutch

I miss you girl I miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

[Verse 1]

Listen, today makes it a year

Don't you think it's time that you made it clear

You gotta get on your biz

Tell me what it ain't or what it is

I can handle it

I've had it up to here

I don't wanna pressure you dear

I've sent back to back dudes

Away from my door

Thinking I was spoken for

Not anymore

[Chorus]

And I'm tired

I'm tired

Of being your(Your) Unofficial girl

Unofficial girl

And I'm tired

I'm tired of trying(Ooh but I'm still your)

I'm still your unofficial girl(You gotta learn to love me)

You gotta love me in the light and the dark

You gotta give me, give me

All of your heart

I wanna be your official girl

Said I wanna wanna wanna be your (Be your)Official girl

I wanna be your official girl

Official girl

(Official girl)

[Verse 2]

If you keep this up there's bound to be a mess cause I ain't really like the rest

Put to the test I could surely pass

You better do the math

I'm so stylish

So bossy

It'd be ashamed to say you lost me

But if you want tha

tIt's a wrapAnd I won't look back

(And I won't look back)

[Chorus]

And I'm tired

I'm tired

Of being your(Your)

Unofficial girl

And I'm tired

I'm tired of trying

(Ooh but I'm still your)I'm still your unofficial girl

(You gotta learn to love me)You gotta love me in the light and the dark

You gotta give me, give me

All of your heart

I wanna be your official girl

Said I wanna wanna wanna be your (Be your)

Official girl

I wanna be your official girl

Official girl

(Official girl)

I miss you girl

i miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

[Bridge]

You better act right

I'm two seconds from being out the door

I miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

Said I won't be with you unofficially anymore

And I can't make you choose

Long as you're cool on knowing you're bout to blow a good thing

And I ain't making ultimatums I'm gonna tell you this verbatim

And I'm tired

I'm tired

Of being your(Your) Unofficial girl

And I'm tired

I'm tired of trying

I'm still your (Your) unofficial girl

(You gotta learn to love me)You gotta love me in the light and the dark

You gotta give me, give me

All of your heart

I wanna be your official girl

Said I wanna wanna wanna be your (Be your)

Official girlI wanna be your official girl

I wanna be your official girl

Official girl (Official girl)

I miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

this song makes me think dats why i love it

LOVE????

2008-10-09T12:50:00.000-07:00

I cant help it i love him but i dont

theres days i want him so bad

and then theres days that i dnt even

want him around me

i also have feelin for another the one

who has hurt me in the past

has came bac in my life

but i feel he is going to hurt me again

he is hurtin me now....cause hes never around

i should have never walked in the past

but i loved him also

maybe i trly dont know what love

is maybe i am to young to telll the difference

between whats really and fake

no...i dont believe that

cause i know this feeling

i know what i am feeling

ADRII & KETII LOVE.....

2008-10-09T11:36:00.000-07:00

ME AND MY BESTEST BUDD KETII[[KETURAH]] LOVE ALOT OF THE SAME THINGS THATS WHY WERE SO CLOSE.......SHE MY BIG HEAD AND IM HER CHICKEN...LOL

ARIZONA GREEN TEA.......

OUR NEW FAVORITE NEW DRINK.......THIS DRINK WE SHOULDNT DRINK IN THE MORNING BUT WE STILL DO IT.......WE GET TO HYPE...OOOO WELL!!

SONG: OFFICIAL GIRL, CASSIE...

SHE SAYS THAT WAS HER SONG FIRST BUT I BELIEVE SHE IS A LIAR......I LIKED IT FIRST....BUT I ALL DOSENT MATTER WE BOTH LIKE IT...OOOO WELL!!

OUR LAUGHS....

WE LIKE OUR LAUGHS...EVEN THOUGH ITS LOUD AND DIFFERENT....AND OTHER PPL DONT LIKE IT....OOOO WELLL WE DO!!!!!

EACH OTHER....

THATS MY HOMMIE POINT BLANK

POSSES

2008-10-09T10:45:00.000-07:00

My first posses interview was yesterday and.....im scared i hope i get called bac for the second interview.....to tell you the truth i dont know whats going to happen it tried my best thats all that matters.....i have to do 8 blogs and 4 stories if i wanna pass creative writing..i came up with the brilliant idea that i would do a blog ever 2 hours.....while im watchin tv i can write a story.....ahhh i hate this......i wanna sleep....and im sooo soo sooo nerves...i want posses so bad...WHAT SHOULD I DO

Jus A Peek...

2008-09-30T08:09:00.001-07:00

Usher once said "you never miss a good thing till it leaves you" and he was right. It was only yesterday when i heard those awful words from my loves mouth "its over"....................................

Some of my creative writing short story.......

its gunna be great