DEPRESSED=[

Sometiime ii feel liike my words..
Are affectiing people iin a away that ii dont mean to happen...
what ii miight thiink iis a siimple joke someone miight be offended by iit...
iim startiing to get feed up wiith myself...ii wiish ii diidnt say the thiings ii diid...maybe iim too stressed and iim beiing too hard on myself...iim truly ova all thiis college stuff...ii feel liike iim not gunna get iinto no skool...iima do soo bad..iidk what to do wiit my self..iim too depresssed

SAME SEX MARRIAGES

grr... ii have to do thiis blog because ms dj told me to...so here ii go
same sex marriiages iis my topiic and.... really iim iinto iit my father he dosent like iit to much
but thiis iis my topiic and iim stiickiin wiit it...
Thiis topiic has touched me iin a away...thiis is crazy how they dont care about these people
they discriminate against them because they like the same sex
they cant help who they love i believe thats how they were born and god made them that way
and iif he blesses them iin a away than hes fiine wiit them

GREAT DAY

LMAO...ADRII IS IN LOVE....
LMAO...NA BUT IM...IDK....
WHATS UP MY BLOGGERS...
I HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY..
HUNG OUT WIT A FREN...
A VERY SEXY FREN
I FELT KINDA BAD THO....
I GOT REASON...
THIS IS MY LAST
BLOG THAT I HAVE TO DO TO
PASS....AND I REALLY DNT NOE WHAT TO
TALK ABOUT...RITE NOW IM ON THE FONE
WITH MY SON SON RADDY WADDY...
HES COOL PPL
BUT NOT FOR DATING
HE TRYIN...AND I DENIED...
LMAO...
HES GETTIN MAD SO
IMMA GO BAC TO TALKIN TO HIM

MYSPACE

I WANTED TO SHARE MY NEW MYSPACE PIC
WITH ALL OF YOU PPL....I WENT PHOTOSHOP CRAZII
I JUS GOTTA HANG OFF IT....
SO TODAY AFTER SKOOL....ME AND TEE TEE
WENT TO GO SEE MY BABY FATHER[[INSIDER]]...JK MY
BESTEST BUD CHRIS...AKA...BOX OF JUICE....ME AND JUICE...
GO ALL THE WAY BAC... BAC TO 7TH GRADE....WE WERE SUPPOSE TO DATE...
BUT INSTEAD HE DATED SOMEONE ELSE....I STOPPED TALKIN TO HIM...DEN SOME
HOW WE STARTED TALKIN AGAIN...BBUT JUS AS FRIENDS THAN...A LIL MORE THAN FRIENDS
THAN HE PLAYED ME AGAIN.....I STOPPED TALKIN TO HIM SO A LONG TIME....AND THEN HE
HIT ME UP...AND...IDK HERE WE ARE TODAY...JUS FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE...CAUSE WE
LIKE HOW IT IS...US AS FRIENDS....LOL...LOVE THAT BOY..
HE BUYS ME FOOD...LOL EVERYTIME I SEE HIM..

Teddy Bear Story

this is this boy...
who i have been dating off and on...
since i was in 7th grade....
the thing about this boy is...
i love him point blank...
ive been there for him...
from the rich to poor...
bac to rich...
from when he use to walk to skool....
to know he drive from place to place...
i been there....with him.....
he says he loves me....but i dnt believe him
cause it seem like...he neva trust me...
but it seem like hes the one dat alway have something to hide...
he wants to break up ova the littlest shit....
like if i told him to shut up...or some shit like dat...
i know hes no gud for me but...i cant help myself but to...
keep goin bac...he always thinks im cheatin...
always i mean come one....u my only dude
why pressure me soo much...
u gunna make me cheat...
but this time im dun

YR Book Pics!!!

AHHHHH....
i neva seen such ugly pics before in my life....
actually i have....but ahh i only like one....
and it sucs cause the one i like....my fam dnt....
my bestfren peach...aka my wife....does and i think thats
all that mattas...
my wife loves me...lol
yo jus now my fone wasnt workin
i was gunna cry
cant live without my fone..
o lawd...
cant wait for thanksgivin
already savin room...
ahhh i hate skool but i gotta go

Whats On My Mind

Omg...Love Is A Crazy Thing.....
i cant believe that happened to me...
he was my everything...
i thought this time we was gunna work..
but i guess the joke was one me...
but im not the one to cry about a boy...
im jus gunna dust the dirt off my shoudler....and keep it
pushing imma pretty gurl...i can have anyboy i want....sike!!!...
i can have a boy...not anyboy...but i can have somebody...
hes jus not the sombody
imma be ok...jus like chrislette said...."Imma be okay.....Imma be okay....ill survive ill be dine i wont cry...noway"....
but i..never mind....im good with who i got...

still going on....

Me And Jannas Song


Still Going On

Chorus

When everyone said we wouldnt last
because of our past
We proved them all wrong
because were still going on strong
You will always have my heart
They can never tear us apart
Where still going on...Going on strong

All I Have Is A Chorus..
I Need More...Anyone Wanna Help Me...
Cause I Could Use Some Help

ooo brother

one brother for sale...
one fat and annoyin...
stinky and smelly...
brother for sale...
he doesnt do dishes or
take out trash...
im pretty sure after he uses the
bathroom he doesnt wipe his ***....tee hee

he wines and crys.....
and he doesnt stop....
if he doesnt get his way...
the whole world must stop....

one fat and annoyin....
stinky and smelly...
brother for sale....

Coach!

My birthday is in the next week
the 29th
and im soo happy
but this blog isnt about my birthday
its about the ppl who are going
if u are goin to my birthday party
i want all u ladies to wear coach cause
i want all my frends to wear coach wit me
cause we gunna take pics and what not...
and were gunna look fly
no matter who is watchin us
i dnt want ppl to make a big deal about whos goin
i now who i want there
if i wanted u there i would have asked u....or i wouldbe
callin u this saturday...
if u didnt get invited
then im sorry

15 MORE DAYS TO MY BDAY

OMG!!!! IM SO HAPPY
I AM GOING TO BE 17 IN THE NEXT 15 DAYS
MY BDAY IS OCTOBER 29TH
FOR MY BDAY ABOUT LIKE 10 PPL IS COMMING TO MY PARTY
ITS NOT A REAL PARTY I WANT ME AND MY FRIENDS TO GO TO
BENIHANAS WHICH IS A JAPANESE RESTURANT
...YOU KNOW THE RESTURANTS THAT YOU WATCH
THE GUYS COOK INFRONT OF YOU YUP.....MY COUSIN TOOK ME THERE ONCE AND
I LOVED IT THE ONLY BAD PART IS WHEN U LEAVE THERE
U SMELL LIKE THERE FOOD....BUT THE FOOD IS GUD...REALLY GUD...AND AFTER I WANT US TO GO TO THE
MOVIES I DNT DO SCARY MOVIES AND THE PPL THAT KNOW ME NOE I DNT
HATE THEM...
OOOO THE THING I HATE.....WHY THE HELL ARE THEY DOING DRESS UP
FOR HALLOWEEN ON MY BDAY...NO NO NO I DNT WANT MY FRIENDS IN MY BDAY PICS DRESSED UP LIKE...
ONLY THAT LAWD KNOWS .......I JUS WANNA SEE MY BEST FREN I HAVENT SEEN HER IN A WHILE AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HER
OOOOMMMMGGGG THIS WOULD BE MY FIRST BIRTHDAY WITH OUT MY BEST FREN KEISH....SHE MOVED TO NC AND I MISS HER SO MUCH....IM INVITING HER EX BOYFREN CAUSE HE REMINDS ME OF HER.....

POSSES

I would like to take this time to thank

god soo much for helping me get welcome

back to posses yes everyone i have been

asked to come back for a second interview

MY LAST BLOG

My last blog....and im glad i dnt have to print these out cause i ran outta of printer paper so i am going to have to email ms DJ my 10 page paper o lawd im dun everythin im goin to wash the dishes...drug my self lol....not od and than go to sleep cause i cant take this feelin i hate being sic im to pretty to be sic but i am and im slavin

over the computer like a lost puppy im the worst

but im happy at least one person cared about me...

my juice jus txted me love juice hes the best

SICK

lord....im not down and its 10 o clock....i cant believe all i have done is my pitch.....
i have a major headache and my chest feels like its closing in....ooo boy i hate being sick...
i wanna give up but im not.....i gotta keep doing these blogs and this project.....i might jus email ms DJ the 10 page paper cause im no where near done...and i go home early so ill be able to do it....i feel like imma faint in here is sooo soo soo soo hot...i hate my boyfren rite now..but hey he is who he is and i cant help but like him.... im his adrii...i guess i hate skool...life...i wanna move to alaska...lol

MY PITCH....

Do you remember the songs that use to make you rockaway, the songs that hold the sweet and sour family memories? Well stop remembering and listen to this powerful mixed CD Oldies but Goodies. This CD has it all the sweet soul full sounds of Sanchez, the powerful liberal sounds of Bob Marley, don’t forget the sweet romantic sounds of Beres Hammond and many many many more.

problems

IM SO SO SO TIRED AND I GOT 3 MORE BLOGS TO GO.....

and i have 2 more paragrahs with my other thing....

and 1 one more paragrah with my pitch

and i have 9 pages of my 10 page paper....

what am i goin to do

idk but i dont think i can do it all

imma fail this markin period

o lord i aint goin no where for my bday...

o yeah and i got somethin to do for ms b too

ooo lord

imma fail

BLAH!!!

Im feelin lost and out of it....

a feelin i never felt before....

it comes with a pain a pain that i would give anything

for it to go away.....

i believe its you...

your that one that can stop the pain

so come bac into my arms....

cause its where u belong...

my baby....

when ya not near i feel the pain

THIS POEM SUCS....IM FEELIN SIC

VERY SIC...

I DONT NOE WHAT TO DO WITH MY SELF

FAVORITE SONG

FOR A BLOG I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE COOL IF I PUT MY FAVORITE SONG ON HERE!!!!

"Official Girl"[Intro]

Danja and the Clutch

I miss you girl I miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

[Verse 1]

Listen, today makes it a year

Don't you think it's time that you made it clear

You gotta get on your biz

Tell me what it ain't or what it is

I can handle it

I've had it up to here

I don't wanna pressure you dear

I've sent back to back dudes

Away from my door

Thinking I was spoken for

Not anymore

[Chorus]

And I'm tired

I'm tired

I'm tired

Of being your(Your) Unofficial girl

Unofficial girl

And I'm tired

I'm tired of trying(Ooh but I'm still your)

I'm still your unofficial girl(You gotta learn to love me)

You gotta love me in the light and the dark

You gotta give me, give me

All of your heart

I wanna be your official girl

Said I wanna wanna wanna be your (Be your)Official girl

I wanna be your official girl

I wanna be your official girl

Official girl

(Official girl)

[Verse 2]

If you keep this up there's bound to be a mess cause I ain't really like the rest

Put to the test I could surely pass

You better do the math

I'm so stylish

So bossy

It'd be ashamed to say you lost me

But if you want tha

tIt's a wrapAnd I won't look back

(And I won't look back)

[Chorus]

And I'm tired

I'm tired

I'm tired

Of being your(Your)

Unofficial girl

Unofficial girl

And I'm tired

I'm tired of trying

(Ooh but I'm still your)I'm still your unofficial girl

(You gotta learn to love me)You gotta love me in the light and the dark

You gotta give me, give me

All of your heart

I wanna be your official girl

Said I wanna wanna wanna be your (Be your)

Official girl

I wanna be your official girl

I wanna be your official girl

Official girl

(Official girl)

I miss you girl

i miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

[Bridge]

You better act right

I'm two seconds from being out the door

I miss you girl

I miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

Said I won't be with you unofficially anymore

And I can't make you choose

Long as you're cool on knowing you're bout to blow a good thing

And I ain't making ultimatums I'm gonna tell you this verbatim

And I'm tired

I'm tired

I'm tired

Of being your(Your) Unofficial girl

And I'm tired

I'm tired of trying

I'm still your (Your) unofficial girl

(You gotta learn to love me)You gotta love me in the light and the dark

You gotta give me, give me

All of your heart

I wanna be your official girl

Said I wanna wanna wanna be your (Be your)

Official girlI wanna be your official girl

I wanna be your official girl

Official girl (Official girl)

I miss you girl

I miss you girl

I'm gonna make you my official girl

this song makes me think dats why i love it

LOVE????

I cant help it i love him but i dont

theres days i want him so bad

and then theres days that i dnt even

want him around me

i also have feelin for another the one

who has hurt me in the past

has came bac in my life

but i feel he is going to hurt me again

he is hurtin me now....cause hes never around

i should have never walked in the past

but i loved him also

maybe i trly dont know what love

is maybe i am to young to telll the difference

between whats really and fake

no...i dont believe that

cause i know this feeling

i know what i am feeling

ADRII & KETII LOVE.....

ME AND MY BESTEST BUDD KETII[[KETURAH]] LOVE ALOT OF THE SAME THINGS THATS WHY WERE SO CLOSE.......SHE MY BIG HEAD AND IM HER CHICKEN...LOL

ARIZONA GREEN TEA.......

OUR NEW FAVORITE NEW DRINK.......THIS DRINK WE SHOULDNT DRINK IN THE MORNING BUT WE STILL DO IT.......WE GET TO HYPE...OOOO WELL!!

SONG: OFFICIAL GIRL, CASSIE...

SHE SAYS THAT WAS HER SONG FIRST BUT I BELIEVE SHE IS A LIAR......I LIKED IT FIRST....BUT I ALL DOSENT MATTER WE BOTH LIKE IT...OOOO WELL!!

OUR LAUGHS....

WE LIKE OUR LAUGHS...EVEN THOUGH ITS LOUD AND DIFFERENT....AND OTHER PPL DONT LIKE IT....OOOO WELLL WE DO!!!!!

EACH OTHER....

THATS MY HOMMIE POINT BLANK

POSSES

My first posses interview was yesterday and.....im scared i hope i get called bac for the second interview.....to tell you the truth i dont know whats going to happen it tried my best thats all that matters.....i have to do 8 blogs and 4 stories if i wanna pass creative writing..i came up with the brilliant idea that i would do a blog ever 2 hours.....while im watchin tv i can write a story.....ahhh i hate this......i wanna sleep....and im sooo soo sooo nerves...i want posses so bad...WHAT SHOULD I DO

Jus A Peek...

Usher once said "you never miss a good thing till it leaves you" and he was right. It was only yesterday when i heard those awful words from my loves mouth "its over"....................................

Some of my creative writing short story.......

its gunna be great